By Zhyldyz Eshimkanova
Michael Neal was one of those energetic ironworkers all foremen like. But he lost his balance, he lost his job, and he lost his family.
It happened on Christmas Eve in 2001. The entire Neal family gathered in Worcester to celebrate the holiday. Children were running around. Women were sharing their baking secrets. Michael Neal, the youngest son of the family, was in his bedroom getting ready to join the party. Feeling brave, thanks to couple of alcoholic drinks he had earlier, Neal suddenly decided to climb up the roof. He lost his balance and fell 40 feet.
He was in coma for four months. He lost his job due to his disability.
“I would be set for life if I fell down on the job,” Neal said. “But it wasn’t.”
There was only one way for him — a way to the streets. At the age of 36, he became a homeless person.
On a sunny Saturday afternoon, Neal was aimlessly walking near the Park Station. He did not look like a homeless person at all. He was wearing a blue jeans, gray sweater and a black jacket. He also was pushing a suitcase, which he later identified as his “wardrobe.”
Many homeless people are in need of mental health care, but institutions for those kind of care have been closed and there is no place for them to live, said Shirley Cassara, a psychology professor at Bunker Hill Community College. Sometimes there are homeless veterans as well as single mothers with young children who were abandoned by their partners or divorced and have been left with no resources. The number of homeless people is increasing everyday due to today’s economy.
It is almost impossible to count the number of homeless people. In a 2007 approximation, the National Law Center on Homelessness and Poverty estimated 3.5 million people used emergency shelters or temporary housing, according to National Coalition for the Homeless.
John Reeves, chairperson of the behavioral science department at Bunker Hill Community College, said not all homeless people let themselves give up and reach the end. Most of them are able to break the cycle of homelessness with the help of welfare agencies and put their lives back in order, according to Reeves.
Professor Reeves sees at least one homeless student every semester. “Last semester I had this student in my class who lived in his car. He barely could afford to pay for meters. He used to go to take a shower to YMCA.”
“They are homeless not because they don’t want to work,” Reeves said. “They are homeless because their salaries is too low to pay for rent.”
“It is a very popular thing to portray homeless people as lazy and not hard working,” Reeves said. “But, in reality, it is quite the opposite of being lazy.”
Algia Benjamin described himself as a homeless person on and off for six years. He used to be a carpenter. During the recession, he lost his job. Benjamin could no longer afford to pay for his rent and utility bills.
Now, Benjamin prefers to go to a Long Island Shelter in the Boston area every night. He said this shelter has the food he likes and people are friendlier than in other shelters he has been.
Benjamin is 42 years old. But he looks much younger than his age. Benjamin is so afraid of germs, he said. He washes the shower before and after each use and asks others to cover their mouths when they cough. Benjamin does not like any questions about his family at all, although he mentioned that he has a big family.
Benjamin does not receive any money from the government. Nevertheless, he makes an everyday effort to survive and even finds ways to enjoy his life. Benjamin sells the newspaper Spare Change in front of a drugstore in Porter Square in Cambridge while waiting for a better job opportunity to open up.
Benjamin desperately wants to fight his way out of homelessness. “It is a very miserable feeling to be homeless, you know,” Benjamin said. “It is not a good feeling at all.”
He said the public treats him OK, but the shelters do not. “They treat you in shelter pretty bad,” Benjamin said. “Sometimes, if they kick you out, you gotta go and find other place to stay.”
Cassara, the psychology professor, said the public does not think about homelessness very much.
“The only people that pay homelessness attention are public workers,” Cassara said. “Police and department of social services are rounding up people on the streets and take them to shelters.”
The Pine Street Inn, a shelter for homeless people, is located on Harrison Avenue, close to downtown Boston. The shelter serves both men and women and has about 550 beds. However, the number of people who actually stay at the shelter is closer to 700, according to Eric Prileson, a volunteer programs and development assistant at the Pine Street Inn.
“If all our beds are filled, we don’t turn people away, they are allowed to stay here and sleep on sofas in the lower lobby area,” Prileson said. “And if they want a bed, we can refer them to other shelters in the downtown area.”
The Pine Street Inn also has an outreach program that runs day and night and serves people on the streets who do not want to come to a shelter for various reasons.
“We bring hot coffee, sandwiches, extra blankets for homeless people. And we talk to individuals to build a relationship,” Prileson said. “Then, we hopefully start a process of bringing people from homelessness to a housing.”
“Men hoard wealth, steal, don’t share, don’t care for the unfortunate,” said Brother Brandon Frank, the campus minister in the Catholic Center at Northeastern.
“We will never end poverty. No matter how much we improve technology, or government, or the systems of aid, there will always be poverty,” Brother Frank said. “Because people will always sin. But this was not God’s intention for humans. There will be no poverty in the age to come (in heaven).”
“In this age the poor are cursed — people look down on them, don’t treat them fairly, ignore them, but in God’s eyes, the poor are rich. God loves the poor especially, because they suffer,” Brother Frank said.
“At the same time,” he added, “personally, I don’t always think direct monetary aid is the best help for the homeless, because using some mental condition or addiction keeps them on the streets,” Brother Frank continued. “ What they most need is social support and I think, friendship. Being treated with the dignity that is due them as human beings.”
Cassara said homeless people are often victims of circumstances that no longer allow them to provide for themselves. On the other hand, there are some people who view homelessness as a freedom.
Neal is a complete contrast to Benjamin, who does not get any money from the government; Niel receives $800 a month in Social Security disability payments. He also gets $200 in food stamps. However, Neal said he spends every cent on alcohol.
“That’s an interesting contrast to the person who has absolutely nothing and that’s why they are homeless,” Cassara said.
There are some people, like Neal, who see it as a freedom, as not being told what to do or how to do it, said the professor. “But, I don’t think that there are many of those folks, as there are the people who would really rather not be homeless,” Cassara said.
Neal regrets that he lost his career, which was bringing good money to him. Right now, he doesn’t have any hopes except inheriting some money and a house in Florida after his parents’ death.
Neal has a big family. He has three children and a grandchild that he emphasizes so proudly. Neal’s parents live in Florida, he also has a sister, who lives in Worcester with her family. Despite the fact that his parents visit him once a year, and he visits his children and sister once a month, he doesn’t want to move in with any member of his family. He doesn’t want to be a burden to them.
“I am an alcoholic. Nobody can help me except myself,” Neal said. “Alcohol screwed my life.”
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